Its strange how fast things have changed. Before I felt on top of the world. I would go through each day desiring and hoping for more. Now...I can barely make it to the bed at night, just to have it all start over. I beg for it to stop.
Don't worry about me though. I'm going to get it all straightened out, no matter what the cost. No matter how it ends. I don't care if things end well, or if I can never take it back. It will be done. The important thing is that I cannot let my emotions have an effect on my judgment.
